Juz wana tell u sumting dat…..Now,I appear offline coz…..my brother juz locked our pc wif password where by I can’t log in d pc 2 on9…so…of coz,can’t post dis journal….
Many things I’m going 2 tell u….juz u r fell boring, free o others….then,u r viewing d right person…19/8…wat I’m duin???Juz went 2 sch as usual…2 sit 4 last paper exam…
which means 2day is d last day 4 trial-exam….n juz left 2 subject,..Geography n Culture life…
Geography is OK 4 me…but in d culture life subject there reli K O n Worst!!! Coz,I juz read Geography onli…N 1st thanks 2 god dat I had sucessful 2 sit dis exam….b4 doing exam…as usual In d morning got assembly one….N wat teachers told us..about Crime Prevetion Club dat got competition about dis n dat..n I got interesting about d Slogan issit??? I duno lah..create by Pc…n print it out…..
Dat’s reli I like…but have 2 do in group….My head turning around 2 find people 4 dat….N 4 u 2 noe dat..I’m quite do well in any creation in PC(Personal Computer)…
N I dun think I wan 2 b leader if I lucky can join 4 it…..Coz,reli use ur creative! N ur mind of coz…..
N others is…teacher told us not 2 stay back after sch! No! Dis d worst ting I dun wana heard it! So?? I juz stay back 2 meet d person I like….N of coz another fren dat damn frenly like me oso….but I can’t saw d frenly fren but at least I saw d person I like…one is quite ok n another is juz wana skip through me! I juz duno y….I hope d person can tell me y..
Last time…one ting happening..I dun hope 2 explain again….Juz I din record in dis journal….Dat,d person skip me when seeing me..juz wana skip me everytime…
So hurt dat time….I juz duno wat reli happen..I juz blame her dis n dat…N after I noe dat..I reli cried d whole nite…….till like wana alive oso canot wana dead oso canot…….Juz hope dis might not happen again!!!
N while I’m going 2 meet d person I like…my fren juz told me dat..MIght I get help in Chess Club there! IN my sch…..around 10/9/05(My 15th burp Day)…is sumting like selling food,drinks dis n dat…..I duno how 2 explain..but its like Canteen Day…..AIyo,last yr oso got…I selled burger til mad finish! Wow!
Taught dis yr might I get sum freedom..can walk around 2 buy n eat n drink n talk n have sum fun geh…but..nvm lah…if teacher reli need my help..Sure I help…My BUrp Day sumore! Sure hilarious..N I’m going d dedicate a song…so,might many people noe…dat day is MY BURP DAY! Reli hope can reli happy….
N on 22/8 I might attend my fren’s burp day…..but till now…I stil not yet buy any ting! Yo! MY head reli stress now….N my mother worry dis n dat…duno wat actually worry about! Juz go there n have sum fun…N dis problem adi stuck my mind 2 think others ting n reli make me headache from 18/8……
N 20/8 is sch holiday 4 my country..which means 2molo I’m in HOLIDAY!!! ….Sum might HURAy! but not 4 me at all….d teachers adi prepared intensive paper from early..
N gif it 2 Form 3 students 2 do! N teacher planning 4 us…MOnday do wat 2molo do wat…Yo! How come holiday oso limited adi?? It seem like at sch juz different is at home onli..
but d work stil d same…
20/8 not onli sch holiday 4 me but…I got tuition!Saturday n Sunday! N got extra class sumore! Reli Crazy….R u pity 2 me??? Duno lah…Me like many tings adi plan…..
N not so simple plan…but stress plan! N well,I’m a well plan person..juz can plan from early….n if I can’t my mother sure plan 4 me…but sumtimes I tell her wat I’m planning adi n not 2 destroy it!!!
22/8??? As I told u,I’m going 2 attend my fren’s burp day! So,I’m not going 2 on9….N I dun think I’ll do sumting….coz,sure tired dat day…..so juz go 2 party n come back n zzzzzzzz sleep! d next day??23/8 Juz do all d intensive paper if can…so I no need 2 do so crazily another day…..Dun think,I’ll on9…coz,study n do study n do u noe?????
24-26 August..stil not yet plan wat 2 do….n 27 n 28 of August I got tuition n extra class…..n 29/8 sch reopen….n I lazy 2 go back coz,stil got exam 4 ISlam….n 30 August sure my sch celebrate d indepent day 4 2molo!!!Damn hilorious again i guess…..
31 August 05,whole malaysian celebrate 4 it…N juz sch n works off….n juz on9 if I can coz,tv sure boring..depends lah I like 2 watch eng MV…n soon September is coming soon….
I’m BUZY on SEPTEMBER! coz,many tings around dat reli make my mind jam! My burp day is one of d reason…..N stil got extra class 4 tution…N extra sch classes..
which means I have 2 take another class 2 attend tution class..Yo! I sure tired like dying…God!!Pls bless me dat time..N almost whole weekend in September finish destroy by classes,activity……..but stil I courageous 2 face dis all….however I noe from now…
I feel dat..now,time is limited adi! Reli! I can’t see any freedom from myself…Where issit??? ..N Now I’m feeling stress..no matter in wat problem…Love??? 4 now,..
dis yr d most love I feel….no matter wat type of it……N I hurted by d person I reli care a lot…..juz she duno….n I noe might I done sumting hurt her back…but I reli try my best….
Sumtimes,I feel I reli need a guy 2 solve all dis problme 4 me….if can’t at least help me loh….N now I duno wat I reli wana do…As previous journal..I’m going 2 change into real gal??? I think I juz done 4 onli 5%…another 95% reli need a long time…..I duno y…..
Juz dis yr I noe a guy through on9…..juz 4 him I had change a bit…but now stop…N my mind juz dun think wana change more…reli duno y…n sumting block me 2 do dat….N I feel myself dat reli cool wif all d style….n I hope I can reli find a guy dat..meet each other 1st n start dicuss each other problem n so on…..
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