Revolut!on (Befor3)
I’m 21st century of school student. My studies not really so good as proven.. I’m juz learn & study as other students as well who is smart.. but i’m not.. May be,i’m lovin in of learning something paranormal things.. such as demon,spirits,poltergeist,vampire n more… I’m being a young ghost hunter before.. No matter,wat i try without technology things.. I never meet`them’ before but i sense `they’ around me when dat time.. So,juz thanks god.. u r not given 3rd eyes to meet dem.. as some of dem have dat 3rd eyes..WHY? May be,i’m well-known as bravey person..
Childhood time
I watch many ghosts,vampires movies before… till i never miss d latest1 in d cinema.. So,who afraid 2 watch.. can invite me 2 watch.. Haiz,due to time management.. I no time 4 dat.. Kindergarten,bully dis word is never stop til i’m standard 6 dat time.. I break record as quiet student in my primary sch.. About friendship,i learned much.. as i noe a junior dat almost same me n her face.. she is serious den me.. Well,i do not reli have any frenz dat time.. I’m unpopular.. aldo,many juniors & seniors same primary sch wif me during secondary sch.. My heart is full of revenge,juz i wana get back wat i lose b4.. or a person usuali vil have… BEST FRIEND.
Something very sensitive is,my kindergarten & primary sch frenz or known as stranger..which made all my friends gone juz a blink of eyes..during kindergarten & primary sch frenzz…rite now become very shy or paiseh 2 face me anymore.. Coz,dey felt guilty.. now? One of them,end up doing engineering course at INTI with no A’s in SPM. another1 is doing STPM at St.John.. dis1 more special,seem lonely.. no frenz.. WHY? consider revenge edi reach 4 her… I need to thanks them of doing dere.. WHY? if no,i won’t learn something.. wat’s call true friendship.. or even enemy.. or hate feeling.. but dey dun let me learnt strong friendship is wat.. another gal,made me learnt dat.. so,dun perasan 4 both of dem.. who noe,dey might read dis page? Allegra? refer after revolution of me…
Inside of me
I’m famous with the word mathematics.. Only dis,dey vil know who is Allegra… Bcoz,i’m reli out of frenz.. d things i can focus is dis subjects.. Do u wana compare my effort? May be,form 4 time.. my prob exist more den i expect.. I’m down of dis subject.. Well,i promise myself in future studies vil improve den wat myself expected! D only thing,i couldn’t expect 2 happen.. even my sch headmistress come 2 my class n ask who has d highest marks in primary sch dat time.. So wat? Even teacher vil noe dis.. I can’t hide myself.. Even dis make many of my clamatez envy & jealous of me.. Bully,is still never stop.. bcoz,i’m standard 5 dat time.. Very funny is.. frenz who have dat feeling.. bcome my close frenz.. aldo buzy.. But,d bully things.. I’m consider 1 of strong hurted.. I’m being beat over my cheek… Being bleeding on my hand wif fingernails.. and pencil colours.. Being say behind as a bad ppl.. So,no1 dare 2 fren wif me.. Being bleeding in my heart.. Do u ever face dis? I duno is scary,n y i stil remember may b is juz a memory 4 me.. 2 be strong go through life.. Well,may b dis reason make me bcome a cool person…
During revolution
I’m finally turn myself a COOL person.. no matter in style or internal of myself.. My EVIL in my heart stil staying.. but slowly,i tell myself.. Let god,revenge 4 me… everyting i face b4.. I have meet a girl who turn me to be not being a COOL person.. may b,til 2day she doesn’t not dis page… V reli close 2 each other.. bcoz our past life nearly same.. n v nid BEST FRIENDS.. by d way,i find out.. she fall in love wif me.. follow by her frenz.. n a fren of mine cousin… 3 girls fall in love wif u.. Wat u gotta u do? I juz love boy dat time.. reli unexpected.. I juz nid BEST FRIENDS.. not GIRL FRIEND.. my behaviour like boylish.. but internal of me is not like dat.. So,i juz tolerance my frenz.. yalar,i got girlfren.. so? Finali,i nid 2 do sumtin.. make her feel i’m reli bad person.. I scolded her.. but sumtimes,i vil feel sorry.. n apologize 2 her.. dis make her so confuse.. U noe,is reli impossible 2gather.. sumore,she nid 2 study..in d sch. Me? goin 2 finish studies under sch.. I noe,if continue like dis.. 4 both of us vil suffer in d end..Sumore,i nid boyfren.. I’m not only scold her.. but i’m reli duno myself doin.. due to time management.. I hurted her very strongly.. Even i can’t 4gif myself til 2day.. but 4 her own gud.. i never tell anybody.. til 2day,it juz a memory.. i juz wan her bcome my BEST FRIEND.. but seem can’t.. i gif many fake reasons as well,2 let her believe.. U noe,d most difficult ting 2 do is.. U wan do sumtin dat person own good.. but u duwan let dat person noe.. I juz duno how 2 imagine if she noe dis.. Tid make til all her frenz,dun reli like me.. AT sch,my gossip still very hot til 2day.. D truth is like dat.. So? i dun care much.. Juz i’m in process changing.
Others
I’m oso well-known as stubborn & broad-minded person.. I got my own principle.. Dat’s y,i’m being scolded by frenz,family & relatives a lot.. Scold me,bcoz.. i nid 2 awake? Moreover,i’m oso hot-tempered person.. Dun make me angry.. all dis is before revolution of me.. til here is enuf.. Wana noe sumore.. can chat wif me live in msn… leong_student@hotmail.com
